miaow miaow's dead

I'm dead for my GP summer test today. Haha... I had wanted to sleep through the comprehension. Sigh.. it was so boring, and I slept late e night before... I dozed off, seriously. First, my mind was blank. Then, my eyelids were so, so heavy that I can no longer hold them up in position to reveal my eyeballs. That's when i dozed off.. haha.. but it was for a very short while only. I did that quite a few times though, so i don't think I can pass my GP. Hmm.. that means I have to do the GP homework well in order to pull up my marks, and try to get better results for e promos, which isn't called promos in my college. Ha...

Then we had our "Be Yourself Day" celebrations. We watched performances by drama, malay cultural club, chinese orchestra, wu shu, taekwondo, musician's club, cheerleading, Mr. Tommie Chen... ... Ermm.. what can i say about all these? Okay, drama has 2 performances. Pretty boy performed and some of my classmates were so excited. haha.. e chinese orchestra was great!! Especially the girl standing in the middle, she's mad like a madder!! <-- fred's way of saying. Haha.. (see larz.. influence miaow miaow larz.. tsk tsk tsk... bad whoopee.. bad bad whoopee!!) She's quite cool in a way. The malay dance was quite fine, very malay dance. Haha.. if you know what i mean.. coz malay dance is quite gentle and slow? Ha... whatever larz.. then there's wu shu. Oh!! I got things to say about this wu shu!! I'm so, so, so, so... ... ... disappointed when I watch the wu shu's performance. I thought that I would be able to watch some great stunts, but nope.. erm.. it was quite boring actually. Ha.. sorry to say that. Perhaps i'm too used to watching my lao shi's stunts and the things he teach us (mostly to the guys though... ). Sigh... disappointment. Unlike wu shu, taekwondo was very entertaining!! There's a black belt! A blue one, and a red? haha.. and e girl with the black belt, yes it's a girl, she's the star player in our basketball team too. Then this guy with the maroon belt was leading the whole group of them. He did a kick that's sooooooooooooooooooooo high.. yep.. soooooooooooooooooooooo high. There's this plank for him to kick which is erm.. the height of a 170 person with his arms up? yep. the wood plank was all the way up, and he kicked it. Cool~

Then there's tommie chen's singing in canteen. Can't really say that it's nice, but still can pass, I think. Ha.. well, at least he performed. He's the only teacher who performed today, apart from the Wu shu coach. And the musician's club performance was a little disappointing too. The guy sings quite well, but ermm.. i don't really know why actually. It's just not as i had expected it to be. Drama in canteen was once again entertaining. Haha.. quite funny. Oh.. then there's cheerleading. Erm.. what can i say? I think that they lack training larz. Can see them putting in the effort, but they lack training. They need to learn some other skills, to make their cheerleading more interesting. The whole cheerleading, was just some girls being carried by some other girls.. and they just keep repeating that. Also, it's always the same girls being carried up. Ha.. so, it's a little boring due to the fact that what they can do is quite limited. Hopefully the next time we see them, it'll be much better! =) Oh.. for the guys to know arh, a few of the cheerleaders are chio like a chioer.. oops.. ha.. i mean they are very good-looking. Yeah..

This reminds me of something my crez dancemate told me. She said that her brother told her that crescentians only know how to look at chio bu but not shuai ge.. haha.. how to look at shuai ge when we don't have them in our school?! I also don't have shuai ge to look at home.. oops.. haha.. it's okay. I don't think my brother has my blog add, dun think that he'll read my blog anyway. Haha..

--Dinner time--

My birthday was yesterday

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.
You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.
Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.

This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.
Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving.

Do you think tt it's true for my case? Got this from my fren

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

poor fel...

first, i wanna sing..

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to miaow miaow... ... ... happy birthday to me!!!

haha.. sounds so lonely right.. hahaha...

poor fel being teased by all of us, but she juz love us, so she will be able to live with all these.. hahaha..

Messages to my frenz...

I remember there's this time, when my biological brother was talking on the phone. He was telling his friend about the girl he likes, and he said something like that, "aiyo. i really don't understand you girls arh. When you say yes, that means yes. When you say no, it also means yes. So you mean yes or no?" Haha.. yeah.. I can't help but agree to that. Sometimes, girls don't mean what they say. Girls seem to want the guys to find out themselves, to feel how she really feels, to know what she was thinking and what she wants. Guys, if you can do just that to your girls, to find out how she really feels, what she's thinking and what she wants, I salute you!! Haha..

And fred, I don't understand the whole thing about the feminity. You care to explain? I'm just being myself what. I don't really see a change in myself. I don't want to be confused over too many things, so if you don't mind, please explain and not confuse me. I have enough confusions already.

Little brother, thanks for being there all this while! It doesn't matter if you can't really give me good advices or what, what matters is that you are willing to listen. Haha.. I just need someone to share my problems with because they are full to the brim and are going to overflow. So i need to try to at least empty some of them, to make space for more. Haha.. whatever it is, i really thank you for just being there when I need someone to listen. Thank you!! You're a good little brother, and I'm a bad elder sister. Haha.. Oh ya.. thanks for all your comments in my chinese blog! I appreciate your effort to make my blog more interesting. Heh.. =P

~摇啊摇~

Ha.. my mood swings really fast. I was in a quite okay mood juz now, all of a sudden, while playing GB, the whole mood swing thing begins.. then I felt more and more unhappy. Hmm.. But this time round, it's not that bad. It's just a "natural phenomenon". haha.. it's that kind of mood swing that will take a short time to swing back to normal.

Had been a stray black cat on thursday again. Yep yep!! I forgot to bring my keys again, so have to wait outside for my papa to be back. So i waited for about 40 minutes. Was soooooooo hungry until i don't feel the hunger. Ha.. then my bro came back and I finally can get in and eat. Can't help being blur and forgetful, it's just me...

Love this song "break away" from kelly clarkson now. It's quite normal for me to like this song larz.. but there's another song that i like leh.. and tt one's a bit weird larz.. haha.. it's called "the girl from ipanema"... jazz bah.. haha.. it's nice larz... tt's why i like, coz i normally dun really listen to jazz one... so you should go and listen to that song too.. really nice.

And to all, I seriously seriously seriously HATE e F word. Juz in case you don't know. Don't ask me why. You can say that i'm weird or whatever you want to say about me, but i juz don't like that word. It's too vulgar. You can say that word, i'm not banning you from saying that word, but if you really treat me as a friend and respect me, please try , juz try, not to say that word in front of me. If you still want to say it, then go ahead, just don't be surprised if i stare at you coldly or suddenly go very quiet. Ha.. Why do i say this? Coz juz now, I was playing GB with frenz, then this non-friend used tt f word.. which totally pissed me off, especially when i was in the midst of my "bad mooding".

less than half an hour...

Miaow miaow had experience of being a stray black cat today. She had forgotten to bring her keys and was unable to get into the house, so she sat at the stairs and started her experience as a stray cat. But less than half an hour later, miaow miaow's uncle came home, and the door was opened, and miaow miaow was no longer a stray miaow miaow!!

Well, reached home quite late today.. i mean very late.. Only stepped into the house at about 2130. Had dance practice until 1930, then the back gate was locked, so i had to walk all the way back to the front gate to exit. Took a very long route to reach the MRT station, cannot use the short cut because it had been raining and the land is all muddy and wet.. not good, not good. =P

Oh!! This thing is important!! Children, listen up!! Innova Junior College is going to organise a dancXathon, target 24 hours. There will be dance performances done by students from IJC, and dance organisations/societies outside, might also be involving people from other JCs. Haha.. it's for charity larz, raising funds for both IJC and the Olympics thing.. if i'm right it's for those handicapped competitors, you know.. It's either in late september or early November. Must come and support okay? I think I'll benefit a lot from this danceXathon coz can watch a lot of different kinds of dances consecutively. If we manage to hit our target of 24 hours of non-stop dancing, then we'll be able to carve our names in the Guiness World Records!! Haha.. so must support us alright!! I mean all of you out there, you better come and support arh.. or else.. or else.. or else.. you know larz..

Homework overload.. Every subject got something to complete by tomorrow... can I skip school tomorrow? haha.. I feel like doing that, because I'm really very sleepy and there's no time for me to complete anyway. Nothing big's gonna happen tomorrow, ermm.. oh got econ test.. sigh.. I want to sleep!! zzZZ .. wonder if my papa will allow not.. doubt so. Well, perhaps i'll be a naughty girl and don't wake up tomorrow morning larz.. I can't stay alive throughout e night too as i am really tired.. seriously tired. Want to sleep for more than 15 hours leh.. Pray hard.. that my papa will let me do so.. but i still doubt there's a chance. haiz..

G and G

Girls and guys are different. Girls drop faint hints everywhere, guys are more straightforward, their hints are more obvious and are easier to catch. Guys have to learn to be more sensitive, to be more aware of the hints the girls are dropping everywhere. Girls have to learn to be more understanding, that it's not the guys' fault that they can't catch the hints, because they just can't.

Me? I have to learn to stop crying so much, which I think is going to be something that i'll always be trying to master, the art of not crying.. ha.. i'm such a crymiaowmiaow... can't help it larz.. when i really can't take it, i'll just burst into tears.. so don't get scared if you see me crying suddenly horz.. coz it's normal... miaow miaow cries a lot.. i used to cry to get things done my way, you know.. but that was when I was still a little girl. Now, crying doesn't let me get things done my way.. haha..

让我告诉你

女生，是需要人家疼，是需要人家宠爱的。我多么希望能够找到一个能了解我的人，能听我讲心事的人。我多么希望能够找到一个所谓的“同类”。我一度以为了解 我的人，其实根本就不知道我在想些什么。这个世界上，其实就没有人了解我嘛！知己难寻，那些有知己的人，你们是幸福的。至今，我都没有找到过一个知己。什 么时候才会碰到呢？一个真正了解我的人。

我是在博取同情？或许吧！随便你怎么想，反正脑袋是你的，我也不能控制你的思维。一个人，往往都会有她伤心，难过的时候。而现在的我，正是出于这个时候，但是，我相信过不了多久，我又能恢复平常了，我就是这样的。我管你喜欢不喜欢，我就是这样的！

让我告诉你们吧，如果你们还没发现的话，我事实上是个很可恶的女生，非常的可恶，坏到了极点！我根本就是个败类，根本就不是个好东西！你们最好里我远一点 吧！因为我现在心情非常之差，不知道会作出怎么样的坏事来! 不要受到伤害的话，就不要接近我！等这一切都结束了之后，我就会恢复平常了，而你可以选择继续来找我，或选择永远都不在接近我。选择权在于你，我没资格控 制。

各位切记，在你说话之前，请先三思，否则伤了别人的心也说不一定呀！这句话，也是要对我自己说的。因为我是个坏女生。

*这是一个因为我一时冲动而写下的感触，因此难免会有点奇怪，有点夸张，或有点严重。请别在意，向我所说的一样，等一切结束了，我也就会恢复平常了。我多么渴望能够回到平常的日子呢！

Rubbish entry..

This is a rubbish entry. There's nothing much to write about, but there is just this one thing that i want to tell my friends about. For those people out there who had read Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, let me tell you something quite fascinating. My principal actually looks like a real life Professor Umbridge, without all e pinky stuff and e big bow on the head. Haha.. I know I'm very mean to say that, but that's the first thing that came into my mind yesterday when i saw her in the morning. =P Hehe.. i think that if Warner Brothers are going to have an audition for the character Professor Umbridge, my principal will be the best one ever.. Hahahahaha.. oops.. it's just a comment, not trying to be mean okay... though i am mean.. hehe.. some day, you should take a look at her.. haha..