Boo... today's a crying day

Ha... Like what i had said earlier, today's a crying day. Haha... I went to college as usual, but i skipped some lessons, which made me feel quite guilty. But i just wasn't in the mood to study, so what's the point of going since i won't be paying attention to the lessons? Still, i felt guilty. This is part of the reason why today's a crying day. I feel very guilty!!! I kept thinking of my parents' reaction if they got to know what i was doing. I'm such a disappointment! After so much that they had done for me, I'm like, you know...

Hmm... then after that, we made our way to the site we stayed for quite some time the other day. I went to BK to buy something to eat and asked them to go along and not wait for me because i don't like it when they wait for me, makes me feel bad. Then when i reached the bus interchange, they were still there waiting for the bus, so i joined them in the queue. I was having stomachache at that point of time, very painful. It happens sometimes and I will have to get used to the pain. It's really painful especially when you're moving, walking etc. Took some time to adjust when i sat down.

Then everyone went to play pepsi cola while i sat there with sup. We started chatting again, and i got to know more about her. I think that she's a very selfless girl, too selfless. Think that she should be less selfless. She's like worrying about everyone else except herself, caring so much about others. She's a nice girl, so don't let me catch any of you bullying her okay... or else... hmph! She told me some things about her friend, which i don't think i should reveal, and she was very sad about it. Poor girl, she started crying again. Seeing her cry made me felt like crying too, so I cried too. But i don't really know why i cried. I think there's too many things bottled inside, then it just comes out naturally. I have to thank her for making me cry because i had actually wanted to cry some time ago, but i just couldn't make myself do it. Seriously, thanks to you, Sup!

We're getting back our results on monday. Wonder how are my results. Just hope that they're not disappointing. Hopefully, i'll be crying due to the fact that i'm overwhelmed by my results and not that i'm too disappointed with my results. Haha... Good luck to all of you out there!

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