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I am so sad because i'm posted to innova. I want to go to nanyang junior college! Not that innova is a horrible college or anything like that but i just want to get into nyjc. It's a better jc, is nearer to my house, have my subject combination, and has many of my friends there!!! I want to go to nyjc. For those people out there reading my blog, I just want to tell you that chanting doesn't help. I've been chanting "pls let me be in nyjc" for how many million times already, but in the end, I'm still being posted to innova. Sigh... my life's a disaster. Just let me die and stop torturing me. If not, please let me live by making my appeal successful.

I tried appealing to nyjc, and even went for their choir audition today. I so desperately want to get into nyjc, so can you just let me get into nyjc? Please just call me on the 28th or 29th, and inform me that my appeal was successful and that i can join nyjc. Please just let me get into nyjc, please! I know that chanting doesn't help, but seriously, please just let me get into nanyang, please let my appeal be a successful one. Please let me be one of the few who are so lucky to be able to get into nanyang. Please just let me get into nanyang!! Guess you can see how desperately I want to get into nyjc... But, i just have this bad feeling that i won't be able to make it through the choir audition. I just got this very bad feeling that i won't be selected to join nyjc. Please don't let my bad feelings come true, I'll just die on the spot! Why can't they hold a dance audition, then perhaps i'll have a higher chance of getting in there. Sigh...

Let me just say for one last time, please just let me get into nanyang junior college. Please!!