Saturday, 29 October 2005

there goes my charger

my handphone charger's dead. After getting drenched on 27 October, it suffered from high fever. Eventually, it died. *mourn* RIP, charger.. *mourn*

Due to the death of my handphone charger, my handphone will be switched off for quite a long time, mourning the death of its best friend. Till the next best friend is found, my phone would most probably be mourning all the time. So, please don't blame me for anything if I am unable to reply your message, receive your call etc. I apologise.

Enough of this mourning thing.

Got informed today by my CT that i'm actually shortlisted for the SMU advance placement programme. Basically, if i participate in this programme, I will be reading modules taught by SMU's top professors. And would then be able to use these modules as exemptions into SMU Business Courses.

What can I say.. I believe we are chosen by our CTs, or by our econs tutor. Well, for my case, they are the same. Hmm... I really wonder what makes my CT think that I'm so good. If it's during summer test, okay.. but this time, this promos, i failed econs!! didn't even get a 15/20 for MCQ.. sad case. Anyway, the seminar is about 3 hours after the school ends on 4 Nov, which means that I have to wait for 3 hours just to attend that seminar. Hmm.. that really makes me consider if I want to join or not. XD Well, basically I'm just worried that if i join this programme, I won't be able to cope with everything, UNLESS i buck up.. work harder.. but. but... but... i'm a lazy bum =( it's very hard to ask me to work, you know.. That's why, I'm wondering if i should participate or not.

While making the decision, of course, I think of many many things. The first thing that came into my mind was that i want to get into NTU's ADM course. So what's the use of this programme? However, i'm worried that I might not qualify for my dream course. So i'm thinking of joining this programme, then at least i'll have somewhere to go. But, like i've mentioned earlier, i'm worried that I won't be working harder, which means that i won't be able to cope at all. Sigh... But i still don't understand why she thinks that I'm smart.. she actually told my dad that i'm hardworking.. that's something that will drop my fellow crescentians' jaws. XD This shows that she doesn't know me well? haha.. i'm a sloth... SLOTH!!

3 comments:

OsirisZ said...

blahx... dun take up the course if ye dun wan it... and dun take up the course for the sake of wanting to go somewhere in uni... in the end if ur itnerest's not there, u wont make it de... why bother to let urself feel secure that at least u can go somewhere in uni now but later on suffer like crazy rite...

mintz said...

well, to me.. there are many things that i don't like to do but have to do. In life, many things are just like that. Of course, i'm not saying that you're wrong. That's an ideal lifestyle. However, sometimes, i think in a very practical way. Anyway, before animation came into the picture, my choice was business courses. So.. whatever

OsirisZ said...

hahas.. didnt noe that ur choice was business courses.. well then, wat i said doesnt stand for ye le lor.. cuz wat i said's for ppl who realli feel strongly on one course but been offered other courses..

at least u have ur choices.. i'm still searching for one