many many things...

。。。迷失。。。

在人群中迷失

在内心里迷失

在家里迷失

在无人的世界里也感到迷失

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我讨厌这种茫然，但要如何才能找回方向，找回斗志呢？谁来引导我呢？

was watching 娱乐百分百 just now, and it's the singing competition thing. The theme was 周华建 . 2 of the contestants are the twins 2 moro. Well, i was expecting some not very good singing and when they were singing for the competition, it's almost as i expected, except tt one of them sang better. So my impression changed a little. But what really changed my impression of their singing is when they had their 加分表演. Both did imitations of other singers. One imitated Aaron Kwok, which was quite good, the younger one imitated 张学友, which was quite good. xD Both of them were quite funny when they were performing. Both received comments from the judges that they look very nice on the screen. Well, for that i have nothing to say since they are indeed blessed with good looks. Too bad they're not tall, or it'll be perfect. =)

overslept and woke up only at 10 plus. so i decided not to go to school after consulting yuan yuan. Anyway there's nothing much on tuesday for me since i don't take hist/geog. Just that I have to do a make up session for pe. sigh... oh, and there's no one to write a letter for me. Was thinking of writing a letter and ask my uncle to sign. But well, I haven't written e letter yet and he's not home. Oh, well.. shall just tell Miss Chua that i forgot to bring the letter.

Days had passed since my parents had gone to china, and i haven't been able to keep up with the schedule. First, of course, I failed to wake up every day for school. One day down, that 's not good. Second, though about 5 days had passed, I haven't been warming the car engine as my dad had asked me to do. This is really really bad. Third, I also did not water the plants every day, though my mum said that i have to water the plants even if it rains. Hmm...

Really lost these days... Feel aimless. I need to get back the momentum lost since chinese new year. There are many things waiting for me to do, but I just don't have the drive? That's what fred says about my current situation.

Oh.. back to 2moro... there's sth about them that's so cool!! something tt happened in e show. Because the elder brother said that he's nervous singing like that, the younger one asked him to look at him when he sings, which he did. So the hosts were like "why are you looking at your brother with so much feelings?" you know.. tt weird weird way. hahaha... one of the judges, even though he didn't know that the elder bro was looking at e younger one, he just sorta felt sth and automatically turned to look at the younger one. He said tt he felt some kind of power, strength, whatever you call tt. And when it was the younger bro singing... when he was singing his last sentence, he smiled. The elder one said tt he must be smiling because he was thinking about him being the only one till then who did not forget his lyrics. And guess what, that's exactly what the younger one was thinking about!!! Talk about telepathy!! WOW!! so cool...

Oh.. and Kinia's coming back this sunday =) so we'll be meeting lorz.. at great world =D