童年

踏进家里，不知道为什么，

突然想起童年时的一件事。

想起来，还蛮好笑的。

想起的，是我爸妈房间的衣橱。

不知什么时候开始，

我每晚在听到爸爸开门的声音时，

变为躲进那衣橱里，

等待爸爸进房间的那一刻。

那应该算是小孩子的天真无邪吧！

我每晚都会那样的躲在那里。

有时候爸爸回假装被吓到，

又有些时候会反过来吓我。

想想，我这个女儿

应该很令他失望吧。

I wonder why my tears roll down so easily these few days. Today, there has been about 5 times when i nearly drop some teardrops. For that last sentence up there, my tears finally dropped. I wonder why i cry... don't worry, i'm quite sure it's not because he treats me as a friend only. For some moments, i thought about my grandmother. She has lymphatic cancer, whatever that is. Perhaps i'll go search on that later on. Anyway, it's kinda serious. When i first got to know about it, I didn't really think about it. But right now, it seems like i'm starting to register this piece of information. "Death is just a part of life" was another quote that i saw.

I hold it true, whate'er befall;

I feel it, when I sorrow most;

'Tis better to have loved and lost

Than never to have loved at all.

-Alfred Tennyson-