The book of memories

The second book of memories is nearly filled.
18 pages left.
Can you imagine?
It seems just like yesterday, the emotions vivid.
I feel stupid all over again. Why don't I learn?
I cried. I actually cried... pathetic tears.
What can they bring me? More sorrows, that's all.
Everything you've said seems to make me think a lot, hope for a lot.
It's all for nothing. Everything's for nothing.
I shouldn't be chasing for this hope that's outta reach.
Do I really care? Do I really want it?
Or am I just lost from the previous journey?

Believe - Yamaguchi Yuko

寂しくて 言葉も出ない こんな夜は
Sabishikute kotoba mo denai konna yoru wa
君の笑顔 抱きしめ眠ろう humm
Kimi no egao dakishime nemuroo humm
ふたりなら どしゃ降りの雨 凍える朝
Futari nara doshaburi no ame kooeru asa
手をつないで きっと歩ける そばで
Te wo tsunaide kitto arukeru soba de
I believe 消えかけた あの日の夢
I believe kiekaketa ano hi no yume
いつでも 手をかざし守る
Itsu demo te wo kazashi mamoru
忘れない
Wasurenai

When I'm feeling small
When it's cold outside
I don't know who I should believe
And when I needed someone special just by my side
Who was there?
I believe… someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday
My special one will come along
I'll pray everyday

I believe 消えかけた あの日の夢
I believe kiekaketa ano hi no yume
いつでも 手をかざし守る
Itsu demo te wo kazashi mamoru
So I believe もしも風に
So I believe moshimo kaze ni
ふるえている時は
furuete iru toki wa
二人で探そう 日の射す場所
Futari sagasoo hi no sasu basho

Someday I will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday oh someday
I keep on praying everyday