Life(less)

Hey hey hey hey hey.... so long nv blog le... i'm bored now, doing my accurate drawing of texture no. 1. haiz.... just a 5 cm drawing's taking forever. I can't imagine doing this for the rest of my 4 years here.. But then again, time flies like ZOOOOOOOM... while studying in NTU/ADM. So I guess I won't even realise by the time I graduate (if i can even pass this sem).

As usual, my attitude isn't helping me much. It's creating a pile of undone work to be done, and the pile is never going down... it's climbing higher and higher after each tutorial and lecture. Yes, I'm talking about my "bo-chap" attitude, which if you are close enough, you would know. Hahaha.. I need to CHANGE!!!

Life's been hard in a different sense ever since school has started. It's a different kind of "difficult" from working. I'm kinda out of touch and even worse, I don't have art background to help me out. To put it simply, I'm not good at what i'm doing now and I'm not working hard to reach my goals. At least back in jc, math was my forte and it's alright to skip lessons and not do tutorials. It's a total different case here now!! It's quite stressful when your fellow ADMers have art background. Well, not all of them, at least MOST of them. Eeks..

Even worse news? I'm falling sick again!!! This is the second time within a month! I haven't recovered from the last time, still coughing a little, and now everything's back! The sorethroat, the flu, and yes... the SNEEZING! I've been sneezing like mad.. Giving my table and the things on top a shower of saliva (and on some unfortunate occasions, some mucus as well). Haha... I hope this time I don't pass it to my roomie again. And I keep feeling so sleepy.. even when i get enough sleep. More than enough, in fact. I've been resting a lot during the weekend. Resting TOO MUCH!!

I wanna join Archery Club :( Went for the one-day-beginners'-class a few weeks ago, and they asked me to go for the selection, but I can't. All because of dance! Haiz... i've sacrificed so much for dance that sometimes I really feel like quitting it, stop dancing once and for all. But i'm not dumb enough to do that. I know i'll regret. I want to finish it. Just one more grade after this year and i'm done! But the timing sucks! Can't they change it?! Haiz... Archery's practice clashes with dance practice and 3 absence from Archery practice = out of school team. :( Wonder if i can still go for selection nx sem coz dance exam is end of this yr. HOPE!! HOPE!!!

Very much NOLIFE now... haiz...