Sunday, 10 April 2005

Though I find that you are unfair sometimes, I know that you still love me

For people out there who have siblings, have you ever felt that your parents are biased? That they love your brother or sister more than they love you? That no matter how hard you try, they still won't love you as much as they love your sibling? Well, that's how i feel sometimes, that's how i feel right now.

Sometimes, I just feel that my mother loves my brother so much more than she loves me. I know that it's only natural for her to feel sorry for my brother each time he returns from his camp as his training is really tough, but she's just way too nice to him as compared to how she treats me. For example, if my brother used the computer for too long a time and did not come out for dinner on time, she simply joked, "I think that your computer has a virus that makes you stick to it and not leave." But if I were the one using the computer and did not show up for dinner on time, she will not joke about it at all. She either let my father handle the problem, or simply shout for me to have my dinner right away. Don't you think that it's very unfair? When my brother is back from camp, he mess up the room, and my mother doesn't say anything to him at all. Once he left for his camp, she will then complain to me that the room is too messy and ask me to tidy up the room.

Though she does all these things that makes me think that she's so unfair, I know that she still loves me. I'm still her daughter, and she's still my mother. It must be hard not to be biased since no one is not. I know that she didn't mean to make me feel worse when my day is bad. She just doesn't know that my day is bad. It's not her fault.

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