25号的一堆字

嗯。。。 以下的一堆文字都是二十五号写的。有些被删除了，因为太personal了。=)

被人爱的好深好深的感觉是怎么样的？爱热奶的好深好深又是什么感觉？单恋是什么感觉？两厢情愿又是什么感觉？到了这年龄就是会开始想这种事吗？我的心中有好多好多的疑问啊！有人能提供我所有的答案吗？我想我别无抉择吧，只得亲身体验，自己领悟，自己寻找答案。

其实，我现在的观念是“爱情可有可无，不是必需品”。那我又为何会一直去想呢？不过是好奇，想体验一下罢了。遥远的未来里，爱着我的那个人，现在在哪里呢？

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就这样，我什么都不想做。只想懒懒散散的发呆，想事情，休息，偷懒。当日子越来越难过，压力越来越大的时候，我越想休息。当对我的要求越来越多，越来越高时，我越想偷懒。为何得那样的把知识硬塞进我们的脑袋里呢？日子镇难过！假期块到来吧！

抓狂

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突然之间，感到很空虚，很虚伪。跟朋友在一块儿时，闹啊，闹啊。朋友一离开，突然好寂寞，突然好安静。已经好久没这样的感觉了，我到底是怎么了？最近也没什么特别的事发生啊！一天之内，我竟然有如此多的感触，已是第三章了。

突然之间，好希望有个依靠。好希望有个人让我依赖，在我寂寞的时候陪我，帮我解闷，都我开心。好希望现在就有这么一个人出现在我眼前，立刻。虽然是有几个肯陪着我的人，但没有一个是跟我同校的。

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realised that i actually removed quite a great deal from my original copy. Many things inside are way too personal to be posted here for everyone to see. Ha.. oh ya.. it's the end of the 25 july things already. Here on, it's today's entry.

Hmm.. that fred said tt he dreamt about me, a bad dream, he claimed. Of course right, any dream with me inside is bad. Haha.. however, his dream doesn't seem to have a plot. Shall i say what he dreamt? nah.. haha.. anyway i also dun really know what he dreamt about. Go bug him then!! Go now, go! HAHAHA.. i'm evil. I did that on purpose so tt people will go bug you, fred. Hmph! Not like they will though. hahaha.. eeks~

I'm mesmerised by someone's handwriting. It's soooooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful. It's chinese writing arh.. anw, it's really nice. I think it has a character, attitude? haha.. dunno larz.. just find that it's really beautiful! And if i'm not mistaken, it's actually a guy's handwriting. Wow like wow right.. (erm.. stop smiling to yourself, it's not you. XD) I don't know how he looks like though, but i think i would rather not know. Just need to look at the handwriting. It's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!! How i wish i can write like him. Ha! It'll take me eons to be able to write like him. eeks~

Got back our result slip. Miss Lim's remarks for me is :

Simin is a pleasant girl and contributes actively in group work. She however has to learn to be punctual and come to school on time.

Yeah.. you must be laughing your whiskers off now right... And my conduct is fair. Which my friends claim is due to my latecoming. Haha.. I was late this morning again. sigh.. hopeless arh. haiz.. have to see Mr. Koh again, then do detention again. Haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. Haaaaaiiiiiizzzz.....

Got back my econ MCQ test on production and cost today. I got better than my summer test, amazingly amazing. I got 17/20.. and one of e 3 marks tt i missed is totally soooooooooooooooooo careless. so sad.. e other one got a wrong concept, and e last one cannot differentiate between the choices.. hahaha.. see larz lil bro, all your fault arh.. tt i lost 3 marks. Hmph.. all your fault! I don't care, it's ALL YOUR FAULT!! XP

Miss Lim's comment on our MCQ test made me 哭笑不得. She said, "The highest in our class is 17/20. And not surprising, it's xiaohei again." Ermm.. what can i say. I think arh, if this goes on, I'll become soooooooo complacent that i'll just play 24/7 and end up getting Fs for every subject, which is really bad. =[ complacency is bad for health. Hmm.. my comments for this MCQ test, it's easier than I had expected it to be. After doing the test, I was quite relieved. Haha.. at least I thought that I can pass the test. XD Erm.. actually, I tried studying for the test the day before, but i just couldn't stand the boredom, and chose to sleep instead. Ha.. so I ended up all panicky right before the test. That was the time I did my TYS qns. Luckily I did my TYS qns, because some of the qns are similar. So it's really last minute work. And also, it's a little based on luck. For example, i don't really know what's implicit cost and explicit cost. Sort of got the two mixed up. So i just made a guess, and I guessed correctly, and got the right answer. Haha.. lucky bugger right. Conclusion? TYS MCQ helps a lot in MCQ tests! So in order to do well in econ MCQ tests, go do your TYS. =) Yeah.. that's my advice. Ermm.. as for luck, I can't really give you tips larz.. haha..

No one believes that my results for Summer tests are really due to luck. I passed my math, coz for most qns which i didn't really know how to do, I got e first line right. Haha.. so i got a lot of 1 marks here and there. Which are added to my other marks and tt's how i passed. Ahh.. anyway, if you call last minute work "study", then okay larz.. i sort of studied. But please take note that my "last minute" is REALLY last minute. It's different from most people's last minute. Take math as example again. I only started doing qns the night before e math test. Only managed to do a few qns, so didn't have enough practice. Then, right before the test, I was reading through my math lecture notes to cram things in. I forgot to read MI coz i was too confident in MI. In the end, I forgot the steps to solving MI qns.. sigh.. still got a few marks though. Yeah.. last minute work. Econ, I "studied"(did some mcq qns, and read through those tt i didn't understand to try to understand) for like 1 or 2 days. If you take abt an hour a day for 2 days as 2 days, then it's 2 days. haha. act i read a little at the beginning of the holiday, but of course, it's holiday. Do you think I went on studying. I'm not the kind who will continue to study.. haha.. yeah..

Just from econ mcq, you can't really see if i really know the concept well, because most of e mcq qns are e same. If you do your tys, you'll sort of know the answers. *wink* as for essays, I think tt's e one that will reflect on what you know abt econ. Which is precisely why I do badly for essays.

Haha.. lazy miaow miaow can't help being lazy. Time for the cat to sleep..