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Finally... oh finally.... *great big sigh* Finally, it's all over! 'A' Levels has officially ended for me!! Yay!! haha.... yay........ *sigh* It doesn't seem like a big change. It seems like my friends have bigger reactions to my situation than I have... They still have papers. But, I've been in this kinda mood since math had ended... Don't feel like studying anything at all.

Econs was a disaster, that's all I have to say. No hopes of passing anymore... I am officially dead. Do visit me at my grave, and remember to bring flowers... 15 November 2006 marks the downfall of xiaohei.

一切都结束了，但我心中却有种莫名的伤感。不知道为什么，虽然都考完了，却一点也兴奋不起来。回家的路上，竟有种带点悲伤的寂寞。就这样的，边沉浸在这伤感中，边思索着为何会如此。是因为他吗？是因为我以后都不能再见到他了吗？还是因为有种失去了方向的感觉呢？结果会如何？未来我会怎么样？以后的路该怎么走？啊~ 我想我知道为什么了。。。应该是因为，我不知道以后会怎么样吧。 无法预测未来会如何，因此感到害怕吗？

我想就是这样吧。 但我能肯定，部分的原因是他吧。最近，尝到了一点甜头，但这是先甜后苦吗？我深怕再次感到那样的脆弱，无助。。。我怕这一切都是虚幻的。 我又能怎样？这只是友谊吗？这只是友谊吧。 我们只不过成为了更好的朋友罢了。

I find that he has been quite a distraction. I should have pulled myself out before I totally fell inside the pit. It's not like I didn't realise that i'm falling.. I knew that I was gonna drop inside already, and I just allowed that to happen, knowing that i'll get nothing out of it! What am I? an idiot? Oh yes I am one!!

Sigh, now that i've reached the latest episode of "Prince of Tennis", I've no idea what other ways I have to entertain myself. Perhaps I should find another anime to watch... and start drawing again. Sigh.... I still have to build up my portfolio... Mr Lee wants us in school