Tuesday, 13 April 2010
Monday, 2 June 2008
自备环保购物袋
正在看晚间新闻，说道本地超市的自备购物袋日定为每个星期三。同时也谈到虽然有六成的顾客表示支持自备购物袋日，却只有两成的人以行动支持。而当被问到时，民众表示是因为他们不知道是哪一个星期三要自备购物袋。对此我想表示我的看法。
推广自备购物袋日是为了让民众有环保意识，尽量少用塑料袋。既然如此，就应该常常带环保带到超市去，而不是只在被设定为”自备购物袋日“的那一个星期三自备购物袋。就算你只想在“自备购物袋日”自备购物袋，你难道就不能每个星期三都自己准备购物袋吗？这都是借口嘛。就老老实实的说 “我暂时还不习惯” 就好了，不是吗？如果民众不自动的准备购物袋，那这整个运动不就失去了意义吗？
I can't say that I always bring my own grocery bag when visiting supermarkets, but at least I try as much as possible not to ask for it, and just stuff the things in my own bag. Times when I do ask for a plastic bag in a supermarket, are when I purchased fruits and vegetables, frozen products, dairy, meat, chilled drinks etc. Reason being I don't bring a grocery bag with me but use my personal bag that I carry everywhere, which I try as much as possible not to be in too much contact with water except when in the wash. So I'll have the dried stuff in my bag and have the rest in a plastic bag. I still ask for carriers but at least I try my best to cut down on that, and as much as possible not to use them.
So stop giving ridiculous excuses and just bring your own grocery bags! Especially when it's a home-supermarket-home trip.
推广自备购物袋日是为了让民众有环保意识，尽量少用塑料袋。既然如此，就应该常常带环保带到超市去，而不是只在被设定为”自备购物袋日“的那一个星期三自备购物袋。就算你只想在“自备购物袋日”自备购物袋，你难道就不能每个星期三都自己准备购物袋吗？这都是借口嘛。就老老实实的说 “我暂时还不习惯” 就好了，不是吗？如果民众不自动的准备购物袋，那这整个运动不就失去了意义吗？
I can't say that I always bring my own grocery bag when visiting supermarkets, but at least I try as much as possible not to ask for it, and just stuff the things in my own bag. Times when I do ask for a plastic bag in a supermarket, are when I purchased fruits and vegetables, frozen products, dairy, meat, chilled drinks etc. Reason being I don't bring a grocery bag with me but use my personal bag that I carry everywhere, which I try as much as possible not to be in too much contact with water except when in the wash. So I'll have the dried stuff in my bag and have the rest in a plastic bag. I still ask for carriers but at least I try my best to cut down on that, and as much as possible not to use them.
So stop giving ridiculous excuses and just bring your own grocery bags! Especially when it's a home-supermarket-home trip.
Sunday, 1 June 2008
Sharon stone
Can't believe she said that on my birthday! GOODNESS... Glad I didn't know that on my birthday, but sad that I was just informed of her comment a week after it was made. KARMA?! You effing think it was KARMA?! Because they treat the Tibetans badly? It might just be your comment, not the whole of US's but shouldn't you be more responsible for what you say as an American celeb or just as one human being? If this was karma, then the Americans had their karma too! All the hurricanes that happened including Katrina, and 911, YES, 911. 911 is not a natural disaster but if you believe in karma, 911 is karma too. You Americans have sinned and that is karma. Sharon Stone said that it's karma that the earthquake occurred, so let's say that something happens in US very soon, we're just going to say that it's karma, because of what sharon stone said irresponsibly.
It's ok if you don't want to help, just keep your mouth shut! But thanks for being truthful, and thanks for helping us reveal how heartless people can get.
It's ok if you don't want to help, just keep your mouth shut! But thanks for being truthful, and thanks for helping us reveal how heartless people can get.
Friday, 9 May 2008
我是爱哭鬼
我讨厌身边的人心情不好的时候，因为我很容易受影响而也变得心情差。我的哭点很低，因此常见到我的泪水。看到眼泪会让我更加难过...
最近哥哥心情似乎不是很好。爸爸刚刚也因为我看网上视颖笑开了而叫我安静。一下子的愉悦就这样灭了。
是我自私吧。
看了这么多的二十岁为追求梦想而努力让我觉得我很幼稚。
我就是爱哭。
最近哥哥心情似乎不是很好。爸爸刚刚也因为我看网上视颖笑开了而叫我安静。一下子的愉悦就这样灭了。
是我自私吧。
看了这么多的二十岁为追求梦想而努力让我觉得我很幼稚。
我就是爱哭。
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
I could have gotten a room!
AHHHH... a senior called recently to ask if I applied for hall next sem. I didn't. Asked him why, he said I'm actually in his recommendation list, and would have a higher chance if i actually applied. Sigh... I could have gotten a room! Now that I can't get a room anymore, I would have to spend those nights (that i have to spend in school) in adm. :( I can't sleep in a nice bed, have my own space to rest and stay up late at night without my mum nagging me to go to bed earlier. Sigh... Staying in hall and at home have their good points and bad points but I think I'll regret not applying for hall for year 2. AHHHHHHHHH...
Actually they should have informed us about these stuff before the application, so that we can put it into e consideration right. I thought they'll only recommend ppl like the leader of a certain group, not just an "inter-hall games player". I wonder if I'd apply for hall if i knew tt i can stay. Still, it's a pity.
Actually they should have informed us about these stuff before the application, so that we can put it into e consideration right. I thought they'll only recommend ppl like the leader of a certain group, not just an "inter-hall games player". I wonder if I'd apply for hall if i knew tt i can stay. Still, it's a pity.
Friday, 28 March 2008
过程
I no longer feel that excitement, but I still remember the pain.
Is that how it's supposed to be?
打从一开始就已经决定是个过程，而它最后也真的是个过程。
Is that how it's supposed to be?
打从一开始就已经决定是个过程，而它最后也真的是个过程。
Friday, 1 February 2008
out of focus
I'm not coping well in school. I've been running away so much. I don't know why. It's already sem 2 and I'm still not getting e hang of it. I just can't find the momentum. Am I really suited for this kind of life? Can I really make it in this industry? Can I even make it in this world? So many questions. I feel that everyone is so ahead of me. I feel that everyone is so hardworking and so passionate about what they're doing. Me? Me? I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm a failure.
I need a change in my life. My attitude towards work sucks. I hope I'm going to improve, and find my way eventually. FOCUS!!
I need a change in my life. My attitude towards work sucks. I hope I'm going to improve, and find my way eventually. FOCUS!!
Monday, 21 January 2008
如果
如果。。。 如果我哪一天突然静下来，哪会是怎样的？
最近突然满低潮的，自开课以来就渐渐的在往下走。不断的怀疑自己的能力，不断的对自己失去信心，不断的问自己在生活里到底在追求着什么。 人静下来，其实还满恐怖的吧。虽然我知道一定会走过去的，就如同以往一样，但这一次我真的很怀疑，也真的很失望。我的人生，就这样被我浪费掉吗？
我觉得我需要时间，但经验告诉我就算给我时间，我最终也只会挥霍掉。“我这一生注定是个失败者吧”，我最近常会有这样的念头。
低潮。。。不会就这样吧我吞下吧。我会走出来吧。我会改掉坏习惯吗？我到底。。。 。。。
我真的什么都不想做。为什么生活步调就得要那么快？为什么不能在要做什么时就做什么，而不想做时就不做。这么简单的快乐也不给我。
我现在过的人生，感觉毫无意义。Who's there to bring me some meaning in my life?
最近突然满低潮的，自开课以来就渐渐的在往下走。不断的怀疑自己的能力，不断的对自己失去信心，不断的问自己在生活里到底在追求着什么。 人静下来，其实还满恐怖的吧。虽然我知道一定会走过去的，就如同以往一样，但这一次我真的很怀疑，也真的很失望。我的人生，就这样被我浪费掉吗？
我觉得我需要时间，但经验告诉我就算给我时间，我最终也只会挥霍掉。“我这一生注定是个失败者吧”，我最近常会有这样的念头。
低潮。。。不会就这样吧我吞下吧。我会走出来吧。我会改掉坏习惯吗？我到底。。。 。。。
我真的什么都不想做。为什么生活步调就得要那么快？为什么不能在要做什么时就做什么，而不想做时就不做。这么简单的快乐也不给我。
我现在过的人生，感觉毫无意义。Who's there to bring me some meaning in my life?
Friday, 21 December 2007
三叔公
In Memory of ...
14 December 2007, Friday
He was in pain, and was sent to the hospital by his son. Emergency. There was something wrong with his intestines, or at least that's what I've heard. He had to go for operation immediately, and the result was no good news. The doctor told the family to prepare for the worst. He was in the ICU after the operation. Relatives were informed, relatives were informing other relatives, relatives paid visits, showed their concerns. The wife was persuaded to go home and take a rest.
15 December 2007, Saturday
I called my mother after dance practice at about 9 pm, to ask if there was food at home, there was not. I received information from her that he passed away, and that I should go straight to his place. There is no need for me to buy food back as food is prepared there. I imagined his place, packed with concerned relatives, with food prepared... by who?
I reached the building, looked up and see no light from his windows. I walked up the stairs slowly while calling my mother. She said to walk across the street, it's at the void deck there. So it was not his apartment to visit, I didn't know that everything would be done so fast, but it all seems logical now that I looked back. Was everything this fast when it was my grandmother who passed away?
I reached before my parents did, and saw his daughter and daughter-in-law. I greeted them. She seemed to be coping well, but I guessed she was just putting on a tough front. I saw his wife, who seemed to be better than I thought, but like the daughter, I thought that she was just trying to be strong. I saw his son, who is the first one I thought looked sad, but was still fine. I saw his grandson, whom I think was not as close to his grandfather as he used to be. My family came. We stayed till around midnight.
16 December 2007, Sunday
I was told that his birthday is 17 December; the next day. My family had to wear the white shirt and pin the coloured cloth on our left sleeves. His eldest daughter and her family came back from their overseas trip late at night, when most people have left. She looked grim. Her younger sister walked with her to the coffin to see him. She was the first person there I see crying so honestly. It was impossible to hide it, I guess.
I saw him for the first time since he died. The tip of his nose was already turning grey, even with the make up on his face. Was it like this with my grandmother? I don't remember seeing that happening with my grandmother.
17 December 2007, Monday
Some buddhists came to chant some sutras, the family members and close relatives have to join in. His wife, daughters(and their family), daughter-in-law did not join in. The daughters are christians, the in-law was pregnant, the wife... I wondered if she couldn't get herself to do it, because she would be too sad. We went home around midnight again.
18 December 2007, Tuesday
Monks came to do the chanting, we were not required to chant along with them, but have to go along with the rituals. As usual, it was just his son and eldest grandson joining, with the closed relatives. His siblings are either dead, or too old to join in the kneeling. I stayed with my parents till around 2 am as my mother had to do the fruit hampers.
19 December 2007, Wednesday
This is the day when he will be sent to the temple and be reduced to ashes. We reached before 9 am, the ceremony started at 10 am. It began with the monks chanting, and we joined in the ritual, with more relatives joining us. This time round, the daughters stood by the side to watch, even though they cannot join in. The wife joined in the final part, when the family and those who joined in the ritual had to walk around the deceased's body.
This is the first time that the wife joined in, and the first time that I heard someone cry in the wake, first time I see her cry so sadly. So i guess she didn't join in previously because of this. The other person who cried quite badly was his second sister. While walking around, after the 2 old ladies showed their immense sadness, I saw my brother's face in pain. I was surprised to see that he was crying too. I kept telling myself to force my tears back. It was very hard. When we walked back to our original position, my tears did drop but i managed not to go as far as grimace.
It is sad to see someone die. It is even more sad to see someone you can relate to die. His death is sad, but not sad enough to bring me such pain. I think that it is normal to die, especially when one is old. I guess we all have preparations when we age, so it is nothing that shocking, though it will still be very painful to those closest ones. What pricked my heart was to see the wife crying. It was so painful.
We had to walk after the vehicle carrying the coffin for a distance. When we are about to start walking, the wife ran out, unable to see him leave just like that. Leaving her just like that after all those years. Relatives held her back, trying to console her. when we left for the temple, she did not come with us. I asked my mother if she came along, and my mother said, "No, if she had came along, she'll cry so hard that she'll faint." It was another round of chanting, and we walked around the body one last time. As I walked back, I saw her eldest daughter standing by the chairs. Her eyes were closed, I think she was praying. The ceremony ended with the coffin being sent to be burnt.
All this while, I only dropped a few tears. Death is a normal part of life. On the way back, in the bus, sitting beside my brother, I couldn't help but think about the wife who cried so hard, and the children trying so hard to be strong. I started shedding tears again. The emotions were so intense that I actually grimaced for a while. These tears are tears for the living, not for the dead.
--The Deceased--
He is my third granduncle. My grandfather's youngest brother. His wife used to take care of my brother and I during the day when my parents work. If I am right, it was from when i was in kindergarten till around 9 years old. They are a family of good people. They nurtured their kids well and the children are all doing very well. They are all happily married, and are all living good life. Although we are not as close as we used to (only representing myself and that family) ever since we stopped staying there after school till our parents end work and come to fetch us at night, I still like the family a lot, even if I do not show it. It really hurts to see my granduncle's wife in so much pain.
14 December 2007, Friday
He was in pain, and was sent to the hospital by his son. Emergency. There was something wrong with his intestines, or at least that's what I've heard. He had to go for operation immediately, and the result was no good news. The doctor told the family to prepare for the worst. He was in the ICU after the operation. Relatives were informed, relatives were informing other relatives, relatives paid visits, showed their concerns. The wife was persuaded to go home and take a rest.
15 December 2007, Saturday
I called my mother after dance practice at about 9 pm, to ask if there was food at home, there was not. I received information from her that he passed away, and that I should go straight to his place. There is no need for me to buy food back as food is prepared there. I imagined his place, packed with concerned relatives, with food prepared... by who?
I reached the building, looked up and see no light from his windows. I walked up the stairs slowly while calling my mother. She said to walk across the street, it's at the void deck there. So it was not his apartment to visit, I didn't know that everything would be done so fast, but it all seems logical now that I looked back. Was everything this fast when it was my grandmother who passed away?
I reached before my parents did, and saw his daughter and daughter-in-law. I greeted them. She seemed to be coping well, but I guessed she was just putting on a tough front. I saw his wife, who seemed to be better than I thought, but like the daughter, I thought that she was just trying to be strong. I saw his son, who is the first one I thought looked sad, but was still fine. I saw his grandson, whom I think was not as close to his grandfather as he used to be. My family came. We stayed till around midnight.
16 December 2007, Sunday
I was told that his birthday is 17 December; the next day. My family had to wear the white shirt and pin the coloured cloth on our left sleeves. His eldest daughter and her family came back from their overseas trip late at night, when most people have left. She looked grim. Her younger sister walked with her to the coffin to see him. She was the first person there I see crying so honestly. It was impossible to hide it, I guess.
I saw him for the first time since he died. The tip of his nose was already turning grey, even with the make up on his face. Was it like this with my grandmother? I don't remember seeing that happening with my grandmother.
17 December 2007, Monday
Some buddhists came to chant some sutras, the family members and close relatives have to join in. His wife, daughters(and their family), daughter-in-law did not join in. The daughters are christians, the in-law was pregnant, the wife... I wondered if she couldn't get herself to do it, because she would be too sad. We went home around midnight again.
18 December 2007, Tuesday
Monks came to do the chanting, we were not required to chant along with them, but have to go along with the rituals. As usual, it was just his son and eldest grandson joining, with the closed relatives. His siblings are either dead, or too old to join in the kneeling. I stayed with my parents till around 2 am as my mother had to do the fruit hampers.
19 December 2007, Wednesday
This is the day when he will be sent to the temple and be reduced to ashes. We reached before 9 am, the ceremony started at 10 am. It began with the monks chanting, and we joined in the ritual, with more relatives joining us. This time round, the daughters stood by the side to watch, even though they cannot join in. The wife joined in the final part, when the family and those who joined in the ritual had to walk around the deceased's body.
This is the first time that the wife joined in, and the first time that I heard someone cry in the wake, first time I see her cry so sadly. So i guess she didn't join in previously because of this. The other person who cried quite badly was his second sister. While walking around, after the 2 old ladies showed their immense sadness, I saw my brother's face in pain. I was surprised to see that he was crying too. I kept telling myself to force my tears back. It was very hard. When we walked back to our original position, my tears did drop but i managed not to go as far as grimace.
It is sad to see someone die. It is even more sad to see someone you can relate to die. His death is sad, but not sad enough to bring me such pain. I think that it is normal to die, especially when one is old. I guess we all have preparations when we age, so it is nothing that shocking, though it will still be very painful to those closest ones. What pricked my heart was to see the wife crying. It was so painful.
We had to walk after the vehicle carrying the coffin for a distance. When we are about to start walking, the wife ran out, unable to see him leave just like that. Leaving her just like that after all those years. Relatives held her back, trying to console her. when we left for the temple, she did not come with us. I asked my mother if she came along, and my mother said, "No, if she had came along, she'll cry so hard that she'll faint." It was another round of chanting, and we walked around the body one last time. As I walked back, I saw her eldest daughter standing by the chairs. Her eyes were closed, I think she was praying. The ceremony ended with the coffin being sent to be burnt.
All this while, I only dropped a few tears. Death is a normal part of life. On the way back, in the bus, sitting beside my brother, I couldn't help but think about the wife who cried so hard, and the children trying so hard to be strong. I started shedding tears again. The emotions were so intense that I actually grimaced for a while. These tears are tears for the living, not for the dead.
--The Deceased--
He is my third granduncle. My grandfather's youngest brother. His wife used to take care of my brother and I during the day when my parents work. If I am right, it was from when i was in kindergarten till around 9 years old. They are a family of good people. They nurtured their kids well and the children are all doing very well. They are all happily married, and are all living good life. Although we are not as close as we used to (only representing myself and that family) ever since we stopped staying there after school till our parents end work and come to fetch us at night, I still like the family a lot, even if I do not show it. It really hurts to see my granduncle's wife in so much pain.
Wednesday, 17 October 2007
Depression
Sharks... I think my depression is coming back. I'm starting to lose even more of my self-confidence. I can feel myself hunching back, going deeper... I can sense that I long more to be in the room.. I need to get hot water all the time, but it meant that i have to go out, walk past some doors to reach the pantry... and i am very unwilling to do so. It's a bother to keep asking my roomie to help me take hot water esp when i'm the one who wants it.
I really seriously doubt tt i can get through this sem. There's still so much to do before the end of sem, so many things to complete and submit as portfolio. I'm hopeless.. head-bangingly hopeless.. Sometimes I feel that I'm really on the verge of breaking down, crying my lungs out. It's the kind of feeling I had previously, from december to ard jan/feb. That same kind of feeling. I know this time is not as bad as that time, but still it's bad enough. Especially when i have so many things to do now.
I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! STOP LOOKING AT ME! STOP TALKING ABT ME! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I feel so much like spending the whole day on my bed
I really seriously doubt tt i can get through this sem. There's still so much to do before the end of sem, so many things to complete and submit as portfolio. I'm hopeless.. head-bangingly hopeless.. Sometimes I feel that I'm really on the verge of breaking down, crying my lungs out. It's the kind of feeling I had previously, from december to ard jan/feb. That same kind of feeling. I know this time is not as bad as that time, but still it's bad enough. Especially when i have so many things to do now.
I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING!! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! STOP LOOKING AT ME! STOP TALKING ABT ME! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
I feel so much like spending the whole day on my bed
Monday, 8 October 2007
Line of the day
Imaginations can make you so happy,
before reality pulls you back.
I've finished watching claymore.. seems like there's gonna be season 2. It's really cool, but the ending's a little too draggy.
before reality pulls you back.
I've finished watching claymore.. seems like there's gonna be season 2. It's really cool, but the ending's a little too draggy.
Saturday, 6 October 2007
Sin
Eventful Friday... plagued with guilt. What have i been doing all this while when... -censored- ?
Claymore's really cool. Pure addiction. At episode 19 already... and it's been only 2 days.
Claymore's really cool. Pure addiction. At episode 19 already... and it's been only 2 days.
Friday, 5 October 2007
Hi.story WAH
Yes... i'm currently more into reading up on WAH. haha.. wahaha... WAH = Western Art History. Don't ask me why... it's interesting (lack of the word "very" because it's a module with hw, tests, grades and deadlines). :) Didn't read it since the first chapter... which is classical greek.. So i'm now reading hellenistic greek and roman empire... Interesting... Did my essay outline on the Altar of Zeus.
Because we don't learn history from greece, then rome and so on (not like those ang moh kids), it's pretty interesting to see bits and pieces of it in the art history textbook. It's like we're learning abt the general history while learning the art history... or, we learn it through art history... Cool huh... Anw, it's time i go back to art history :) It's like the only subject i feel like doing now... haiz... i'm buried in the pile of hw... and it's all because of my attitude...
*omg.. I actually checked it a few times! I can't believe it*
Because we don't learn history from greece, then rome and so on (not like those ang moh kids), it's pretty interesting to see bits and pieces of it in the art history textbook. It's like we're learning abt the general history while learning the art history... or, we learn it through art history... Cool huh... Anw, it's time i go back to art history :) It's like the only subject i feel like doing now... haiz... i'm buried in the pile of hw... and it's all because of my attitude...
*omg.. I actually checked it a few times! I can't believe it*
Tuesday, 2 October 2007
I give up
Oh wow... I wanted to upload photographs but it seems rather hard using my mac.. hmm.. haha.. shall do it nx time then.. what a waste of time.. OH WOW... i just learnt that mac can only use html at blogger... AHHHHHH.. what is this? WHAT IS THIS?!
Wednesday, 26 September 2007
惊醒
猛然发现，原来我还在乎。
虽然感觉的确是淡了，但是。。。我真的还是会在乎。
若是别人，我应该会不理会。但就因为是你。。。
是我多心吗？想想，若是好朋友的话，我也应该会像对你一般。但是，如果真是好朋友，就不需做你所做的事了，不是吗？总觉得你的那个行为代表着你并不是很在乎我。还是，我应该庆兴至少你还记得我呢？明知道我不认同你的某些行为，也知道你不是最终的那个人。但我就是会在乎。我想这就是最痛心的事吧。唉。。。
虽然感觉的确是淡了，但是。。。我真的还是会在乎。
若是别人，我应该会不理会。但就因为是你。。。
是我多心吗？想想，若是好朋友的话，我也应该会像对你一般。但是，如果真是好朋友，就不需做你所做的事了，不是吗？总觉得你的那个行为代表着你并不是很在乎我。还是，我应该庆兴至少你还记得我呢？明知道我不认同你的某些行为，也知道你不是最终的那个人。但我就是会在乎。我想这就是最痛心的事吧。唉。。。
Thursday, 20 September 2007
我拿不定主意
舞蹈到底对我来说有多重要呢？我也常常想，想我到底跳得好不好。翘了这么多课，软度和感觉都退步了。但是，今天又重新拾回一些信心。我还在考虑，是否要参加南大的华族舞蹈团。我担心我心态不对，不是因为想跳而加入。一旦抱着这种心态，再怎么跳也不会高兴的。而且，老师教的方式并不是我习惯的方式。哎。。。 我现在应该比较担心年底的舞蹈考试吧。加油啊！
曾几何时，想起你不再那么痛苦。我总觉得安慰，因为我知道你不是我在找的人。或许，一开始就知道了吧。
曾几何时，想起你不再那么痛苦。我总觉得安慰，因为我知道你不是我在找的人。或许，一开始就知道了吧。
Tuesday, 11 September 2007
Life(less)
Hey hey hey hey hey.... so long nv blog le... i'm bored now, doing my accurate drawing of texture no. 1. haiz.... just a 5 cm drawing's taking forever. I can't imagine doing this for the rest of my 4 years here.. But then again, time flies like ZOOOOOOOM... while studying in NTU/ADM. So I guess I won't even realise by the time I graduate (if i can even pass this sem).
As usual, my attitude isn't helping me much. It's creating a pile of undone work to be done, and the pile is never going down... it's climbing higher and higher after each tutorial and lecture. Yes, I'm talking about my "bo-chap" attitude, which if you are close enough, you would know. Hahaha.. I need to CHANGE!!!
Life's been hard in a different sense ever since school has started. It's a different kind of "difficult" from working. I'm kinda out of touch and even worse, I don't have art background to help me out. To put it simply, I'm not good at what i'm doing now and I'm not working hard to reach my goals. At least back in jc, math was my forte and it's alright to skip lessons and not do tutorials. It's a total different case here now!! It's quite stressful when your fellow ADMers have art background. Well, not all of them, at least MOST of them. Eeks..
Even worse news? I'm falling sick again!!! This is the second time within a month! I haven't recovered from the last time, still coughing a little, and now everything's back! The sorethroat, the flu, and yes... the SNEEZING! I've been sneezing like mad.. Giving my table and the things on top a shower of saliva (and on some unfortunate occasions, some mucus as well). Haha... I hope this time I don't pass it to my roomie again. And I keep feeling so sleepy.. even when i get enough sleep. More than enough, in fact. I've been resting a lot during the weekend. Resting TOO MUCH!!
I wanna join Archery Club :( Went for the one-day-beginners'-class a few weeks ago, and they asked me to go for the selection, but I can't. All because of dance! Haiz... i've sacrificed so much for dance that sometimes I really feel like quitting it, stop dancing once and for all. But i'm not dumb enough to do that. I know i'll regret. I want to finish it. Just one more grade after this year and i'm done! But the timing sucks! Can't they change it?! Haiz... Archery's practice clashes with dance practice and 3 absence from Archery practice = out of school team. :( Wonder if i can still go for selection nx sem coz dance exam is end of this yr. HOPE!! HOPE!!!
Very much NOLIFE now... haiz...
As usual, my attitude isn't helping me much. It's creating a pile of undone work to be done, and the pile is never going down... it's climbing higher and higher after each tutorial and lecture. Yes, I'm talking about my "bo-chap" attitude, which if you are close enough, you would know. Hahaha.. I need to CHANGE!!!
Life's been hard in a different sense ever since school has started. It's a different kind of "difficult" from working. I'm kinda out of touch and even worse, I don't have art background to help me out. To put it simply, I'm not good at what i'm doing now and I'm not working hard to reach my goals. At least back in jc, math was my forte and it's alright to skip lessons and not do tutorials. It's a total different case here now!! It's quite stressful when your fellow ADMers have art background. Well, not all of them, at least MOST of them. Eeks..
Even worse news? I'm falling sick again!!! This is the second time within a month! I haven't recovered from the last time, still coughing a little, and now everything's back! The sorethroat, the flu, and yes... the SNEEZING! I've been sneezing like mad.. Giving my table and the things on top a shower of saliva (and on some unfortunate occasions, some mucus as well). Haha... I hope this time I don't pass it to my roomie again. And I keep feeling so sleepy.. even when i get enough sleep. More than enough, in fact. I've been resting a lot during the weekend. Resting TOO MUCH!!
I wanna join Archery Club :( Went for the one-day-beginners'-class a few weeks ago, and they asked me to go for the selection, but I can't. All because of dance! Haiz... i've sacrificed so much for dance that sometimes I really feel like quitting it, stop dancing once and for all. But i'm not dumb enough to do that. I know i'll regret. I want to finish it. Just one more grade after this year and i'm done! But the timing sucks! Can't they change it?! Haiz... Archery's practice clashes with dance practice and 3 absence from Archery practice = out of school team. :( Wonder if i can still go for selection nx sem coz dance exam is end of this yr. HOPE!! HOPE!!!
Very much NOLIFE now... haiz...
Friday, 3 August 2007
Back to school
Oh wow.. how time flies. I'm back to school. =/
I have lessons every day(meaning monday to friday)! And wow i take 6 subjects! What's worrying is that my lessons begin at 9 each day except friday. How am I going to wake up?! My dear friend/roommate will have to wake me up eventually :P SO UNFAIR! Her lessons start at 10.30 earliest!! :((
K I'll be staying in Hall 11, any nice ppl you know staying there can intro me, then at least i'll have frenz :) Eh... went to clean up e place just now, and realised that we can't open our windows coz the window pane is locked and has net. The key's stuck and can't be used. o.O So we'll have to talk to the hall office tomorrow... Oh which is later!!
I've to reach school before 10 tmr!! Orientation starts at 10!! AHHHHH!!! How to wake up lorz.. it's like a 1 hour journey, excluding the time I'll spend finding my way. :S Eeks! I hope there won't be any awkward games.. oh and i hope that e buffet lunch'll be delicious :D
Ok i'll update again... I won't be getting a laptop soon :( which is sad..
I have lessons every day(meaning monday to friday)! And wow i take 6 subjects! What's worrying is that my lessons begin at 9 each day except friday. How am I going to wake up?! My dear friend/roommate will have to wake me up eventually :P SO UNFAIR! Her lessons start at 10.30 earliest!! :((
K I'll be staying in Hall 11, any nice ppl you know staying there can intro me, then at least i'll have frenz :) Eh... went to clean up e place just now, and realised that we can't open our windows coz the window pane is locked and has net. The key's stuck and can't be used. o.O So we'll have to talk to the hall office tomorrow... Oh which is later!!
I've to reach school before 10 tmr!! Orientation starts at 10!! AHHHHH!!! How to wake up lorz.. it's like a 1 hour journey, excluding the time I'll spend finding my way. :S Eeks! I hope there won't be any awkward games.. oh and i hope that e buffet lunch'll be delicious :D
Ok i'll update again... I won't be getting a laptop soon :( which is sad..
Friday, 29 June 2007
yesterdays, today, and tomorrows
醒来时的回忆，又一次的遗憾...
感觉淡了，眼泪也不再伴随。
这是好事！:)
Alright, and for today... Actually I searched for blogskins, and found sth simple that I quite like, then realised that it doesn't have "archives" in it. So I dumped it and just took one of the blogger's one. Too lazy to create e links and all so I shall do it nx time.
As you can see, my blog title has changed, from "black days" to "batch no.:24051988". Haha... and i'm made in singapore! Just thought I'd have a change.
Haven't been blogging often and I guess not many ppl visit my blog now. I mean, in the first place, there hasn't been a crowd, and now it's just worse =S Thought I'll just post sth here, as an update? Yeah...
Anyways, what had i been doing so far? I started working a few days aft my birthday, as a waitress at coffee club (introduced by piggy). Need a part time job so that I can continue to work even when school starts. I need money for hostel fees, and whatever other fees there will be. So, yeah... I'm waitressing. Not that there's nothing interesting to talk about my job... in fact, there's a lot of things to talk abt, but I just think that it's really inappropriate to talk abt work here. So... we can talk abt it in private :P
Oh I'm so excited abt Uni!! But not going for e orientation camps coz I'm too lazy, and anti-social, and not spontaneous and whatever other excuses you can think of. I'm excited abt living in the halls, oh and I'll be sharing a room with piggy. :D I think we'll have disagreements as we get to know each other better, but she's such a nice person, so easy to get along with... so bully-able. muahahaha.... Uni's starting on the 6th of August. :) :) :) :) :)
I'm currently waiting for PAY DAY!! But no, don't ask me to give you a treat or buy you stuff, coz I need the money, and I really don't earn much!
感觉淡了，眼泪也不再伴随。
这是好事！:)
Alright, and for today... Actually I searched for blogskins, and found sth simple that I quite like, then realised that it doesn't have "archives" in it. So I dumped it and just took one of the blogger's one. Too lazy to create e links and all so I shall do it nx time.
As you can see, my blog title has changed, from "black days" to "batch no.:24051988". Haha... and i'm made in singapore! Just thought I'd have a change.
Haven't been blogging often and I guess not many ppl visit my blog now. I mean, in the first place, there hasn't been a crowd, and now it's just worse =S Thought I'll just post sth here, as an update? Yeah...
Anyways, what had i been doing so far? I started working a few days aft my birthday, as a waitress at coffee club (introduced by piggy). Need a part time job so that I can continue to work even when school starts. I need money for hostel fees, and whatever other fees there will be. So, yeah... I'm waitressing. Not that there's nothing interesting to talk about my job... in fact, there's a lot of things to talk abt, but I just think that it's really inappropriate to talk abt work here. So... we can talk abt it in private :P
Oh I'm so excited abt Uni!! But not going for e orientation camps coz I'm too lazy, and anti-social, and not spontaneous and whatever other excuses you can think of. I'm excited abt living in the halls, oh and I'll be sharing a room with piggy. :D I think we'll have disagreements as we get to know each other better, but she's such a nice person, so easy to get along with... so bully-able. muahahaha.... Uni's starting on the 6th of August. :) :) :) :) :)
I'm currently waiting for PAY DAY!! But no, don't ask me to give you a treat or buy you stuff, coz I need the money, and I really don't earn much!
Friday, 25 May 2007
On my birthday
Went out with piggy and baldy on my birthday. And we took a neoprint, almost totally copied what the jap models demonstrated on the screen... that explains why we have so many stupid poses. Hahaha... Anw, here are the neoprints, those with me. :D
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