Sunday, 11 June 2006

失眠?

Blah... Finally going back to crez dance tmr =) YAY!! But actually, there's supposed to be econs consultation tmr arh.. Hmm.. but mel tried to postpone it le, so i think it's fine larz. :P anw, my library book's super duper overdued le lorz.. sigh.. gotta pay a lot bah..
Didn't sleep last night. Didn't sleep at all. What had i been doing? Wrote a letter to my friend, designed the envelope, read comics, and for the rest of the time, i had been stoning. It's just... like... in the midst of whatever i'm doing, i'll just suddenly go blank. Then after some time of stoning, i'll continue doing what i was doing. Haha...
Had been wondering why i didn't sleep. Is it because.. I just can't sleep? Or is it because I don't want to sleep? Hmm.. no idea. I guess it's more of I don't wanna sleep bah. Anw, i slept at 5 e previous night, and woke up at abt 3 pm. So... well... Haha... I'm quite sleepy now actually.
Went to great world extremely early since i didn't sleep. Had an exciting experience chasing and hiding from e cockroach in e toilet. :P Left house at 8.30 am bah... so rare. Can go buy toto le. Realised that great world's quite nice in the morning... very quiet. I like.. :D Haha... i don't like the crowd in great world... Well actually, i don't like crowd anywhere larz.
Today's not exactly a good day. Things didn't go my way. Many things didn't go my way. Nearly cried again, just now when my mom was scolding me for something. Didn't though. I felt really down, but i guess there isn't enough water in me to cry bah.
I miss Laoshi.. i miss all the dance experiences in crescent, in buona vista cc, and in PA. i miss dancing with my friends. miss the mad trainings for SYF... miss my happy self. miss being loved... miss him... Bah.. forget it.
Well, i'm glad e juniors are still gonna play nightline :) That's a tradition in crez dance. It's a muz play!!

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