mathematicising

Today, is the day before math paper 1.

Hmm.. and what have i been doing? eeps! >.<>

Only managed to borrow the missing notes that i need today. Rushed through, copying madly like a mad fred (oops.. ). Copied a lot of vectors.. actually... copied almost everything of vectors since that's e one that i need. as for differentiation.. hmm.. nothing much. Sigh.. this lazy friend didn't even bother to copy the things he missed from his friends, so i couldn't revise further curve sketching :( but i can't blame him coz i'm e one who lost the notes.. *cry* It's my own stupid fault, losing that book of notes. Notes!! come back to mama!!

Wonder what's wrong with me. A headache actually gone on from last night till noon today!! But i feel better now after sleeping for another 2 hours. Actually i could've spent more time reading through e impt parts of the notes that i didn't copy, but i kinda dread staying there, feel like going home... So in the end, i gave up reading through graphs and returned the notes. I need more time to go through all those stuff. :( Guess i really need to borrow and photocopy. Haiz.. Haiz..

Life's boring now. EXTREMELY boring... it's always attempting to study. Then getting so sad that i'm actually attempting to study. This doesn't really apply to math though.. For math, i'm sad that I actually can't go through one whole paper without looking at my notes or the solution booklet. *pouts* I'M A LOSER!!

But never mind, i shall jia you! jia you! jia yoU!

I realised that I don't think of him that much now. I still do, sometimes, but not that often anymore. I hope that this will go on. Forget him for good! :) wish me luck! This is gonna be a hard process...