out of focus

I'm not coping well in school. I've been running away so much. I don't know why. It's already sem 2 and I'm still not getting e hang of it. I just can't find the momentum. Am I really suited for this kind of life? Can I really make it in this industry? Can I even make it in this world? So many questions. I feel that everyone is so ahead of me. I feel that everyone is so hardworking and so passionate about what they're doing. Me? Me? I don't even know what I'm doing. I'm a failure.

I need a change in my life. My attitude towards work sucks. I hope I'm going to improve, and find my way eventually. FOCUS!!