Eh... sth random.. i slept for more than 17 hours from 12 am to 5 pm on friday. xD Not bad right!! I think i should participate in some sleeping contest.. surely can win one.. pure talent, don't even need training. Haha.. one day, i'll die sleeping.. =P
Anyway, today's Mother's Day Eve!! I went out to search for mom's present at great world.. also to search for some nice t-shirts/skirts for myself. Hmm.. found some really nice bracelets but they're beyond budget and i only had 50 bucks with me >.<
I'm getting to feel that i'm like a substitute, a nobody actually... erm... it's like, he'll chat with me online, but it gives me the feeling that he's only chatting with me coz nobody's online, or the person he usually chats with is not online. It makes me feel so insignificant. I can just sit there and look at his msn nick, staring right back at me... and i just do nothing but look at it. I don't want to initiate a chat.. I want him to initiate a chat. But well... Things don't always happen the way you want them to. That's life, isn't it?
Sometimes, i do have this feeling that he's avoiding me. But at times when i acted as though i didn't see him at all, he'll say hi! Does it always work like that? This is kinda weird isn't it? He's never there when i want him there, but he's always there when i'm trying to avoid, or ignore him. Is this meant to be life? haha... what a great joke.
Anyway, i'm in quite a good mood =) Haha... happy happy... except for e money i spent on e present >.<
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