Monday, 29 May 2006

more stickman drawings

Have more stickman drawings done today... I'm actually surprised that I still have more stickman drawings to contribute. Perhaps that's how things should be, do it bit by bit and not rush... perhaps that's what i should be doing, taking things step by step and not rushing. But that's when there are still things to anticipate... Now that i know there's nothing waiting for me at the finishing line, what's the point? I should give up the race... But i'm not doing what i SHOULD be doing. i can't stop walking though i've already stopped running. I promise myself, i will walk out of this one day. I can overcome this even on my own, just need a little more time.

"No need for words"
You don't need to say anything, there's no need for words. I just need you by my side, I just need your companion.
Many things are just like that isn't it? Sometimes, we need friends by our side but we don't want them to talk to us. Things like that happen when you're sad and need some peace and quiet, but at the same time, you need their companion. Other than that, this can also mean that it's okay if you don't talk to me, as long as you stay with me. That's all I'm asking for. That's all i had been asking for.

"Nothing much"

There's nothing much, really. You don't need to think so much about my actions because sometimes, they are seriously nothing much. No need to panic when I drift a little apart from the group... sometimes, i need time alone, though there are times when i feel alone because of you people. Hmm.. it's hard to explain. Haha.. forget it then.

"Set me free"

Sometimes, i really wish that i have a pair of wings that will set me free from this boring lifestyle, and leave this world of miseries. I often find life mundane and boring, and often wish to take a break. The wings that i wish for, are able to set me free. Whether from the stressful school life, pursuing 'A's, or the sadness i have to put up with all because of him, or sometimes even the family that can sometimes make me feel worse. Set me free... we all have this feeling sometimes, don't we? Guess all of you can understand what i'm trying to say here. =)

"Not asking for much"

I'm not asking for much you know, I just want that balloon you're holding on to. Is it that difficult for you to give it to me?

I'm not asking much here you know, I just need you to see what's good in me, and tell me that you like me. Is it that hard for you? Of course it is... there's nothing good about me, and that balloon's glued to your hand, isn't it?

Sometimes, we think that we're not asking much. But life's just like that, not everything we asked for can be given to us just like that. There's nothing we can do about it. We have to accept this fact because that's how life is. Nothing's perfect. Nothing's fair. We can only live with it.

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