Yet another day

Yet another day of thinking about him. Today, I hoped to receive a greeting from him, but i didn't get one. Sigh... why is life always like that? And the worst thing is that i saw him many times, saw him everywhere I go to... but i never got a "hi", not even a glance, or a smile, or a wave. Well, i was ignoring him anyway, so i can't say much.

He made me sad, because it seems like i'm nothing to him. Had that been a sudden interest? Had it been just an impulse? I guess i really meant nothing to him, nothing but just one of the many girls he knows. I think i'm getting to be obsessed. I really want to get to know more about him, to get hold of more information. It's as if i'm fighting a war.

前些日子，我爱上了蓝色。

因为我总觉得心情是蓝蓝的。

最近，日子似乎抹上了一层灰色。

我还未爱上灰色，

但它已成了代表颜色。

我的心情....

是染上灰色的蓝，

是混杂蓝色的灰。

虽然我还未爱上灰色，

但我已开始中意黑白。

它像是记忆，

像是在述说着

我的故事，

我的过去，

我的点点滴滴...

不知为何，

开始觉得我是孤单的。

不知为何，

有种孤军作战的感觉。

就算有朋友，

但最终总要自己面对。

所以才会孤单？

无可奈何，但又如何？

Enough said about him and that matter. Let's talk abt something else. Hmm... While i was waiting for my other teammates to arrive at the canteen (4x100m supposed to report), mama cheong came and stood beside me. She asked if i was running, and i said yes. She then asked what events was i going to run. I said 2 relays. And her reply was sth like "oh, you're running. So you're quite an all-rounder."

HUH? i stared at her when she said that. Yes, i stared with my eyes opened O.O bigger than tt. My reply was, "no." xD like definitely.

She said that i have the intelligence, just not working hard enough. Then i told her that i am very lazy indeed. Haha... I wonder what makes her think that i'm smart. It can't be from GP since i never do well for GP. My friends suggested that teachers talk too. So well, perhaps she got that piece of false information from miss chua? Actually, i was very VERY tempted to ask her what makes her think that i have the intelligence. But well, i didn't. I still feel like asking her though. Maybe i'll ask her on Monday. Hmm...

Is it because i look smart? As in, I look like i'm smart... hahaha... nvm.