Wednesday, 17 May 2006

HEE HEE!!

Supposed to attend a course today, but e program had some problems in some coms. So... e guy decided to postpone today's course. He wants us to get hands on, you see.. So I was free. But i planned to eat dinner out with someone, so i stayed. Ming yuan was free to eat with me aft her odac =), so i waited for her lorz.. Drew things again, my eerie no eyes series, and started a new crazy drawing..
Oh.. i sent a message to a wrong person. Was supposed to send it to mel but i accidentally sent it to yuan, >.<. Panicked coz I mentioned him inside e message, not his name, but him. ahhhhhh~ but after that i decided to tell her larz.. coz i know she won't spread one.. I'm juz worried that she'll tease me, you know..
HAHA!!
HEE HEE!!
While walking home from somerset, i suddenly felt very lonely. I walk the same route almost every day, alone, but i seldom feel lonely. Today's one of e days when i feel pretty much alone. Perhaps i'm missing him. Perhaps...
Found that it's still quite hard to get back to what we used to be. It has always been awkward, now more than ever. Sometimes, i really don't dare to talk to you. Sometimes, i fear that you don't want me to talk to you, but just put up with me because you don't want me to feel bad. It can make me cry so easily, the power of words, i guess.
Sometimes, i really wish that life has a remote control, for us to rewind, pause, or fastforward. But time doesn't stop to wait for us, life's like that. It's just like that.

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